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Post by julian on Dec 6, 2009 5:14:57 GMT -5
 RING RING?
hey lulu.
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Post by lucille on Dec 6, 2009 5:19:51 GMT -5
  oh, lucille aimee monroe[/color][/font][/i] IS CONNECTED WITH KADEN! AND THAT SOUNDS DIRTY."hey buggy! okay, so what's up?"[/center][/size][/font] |
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Post by julian on Dec 6, 2009 5:28:17 GMT -5
you really wanna know what's going on?
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Post by lucille on Dec 6, 2009 5:32:20 GMT -5
oh, lucille aimee monroe [/color][/font][/i] IS CONNECTED WITH KADEN! AND THAT SOUNDS DIRTY."of course i want to know. it's bothering you and i want to help"[/center][/size][/font] |
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Post by julian on Dec 6, 2009 5:41:47 GMT -5
this probably isn't going to help anything.
but, adia and me.
when we were together, we uh... we were just havin fun, ya know? trying not to get too serious. i liked her because, well she was kinda like you, she...
she didn't take anyone's crap. especially not mine...
-sigh- hell...
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Post by lucille on Dec 6, 2009 5:51:53 GMT -5
oh, lucille aimee monroe [/color][/font][/i] IS CONNECTED WITH KADEN! AND THAT SOUNDS DIRTY."i'm not sure whether to be flattered or insulted right now. -pause- sorry. shouldn't have said that. -pause and waits-"[/center][/size][/font] |
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Post by julian on Dec 6, 2009 5:58:46 GMT -5
-shakes head, ignores comment- i got her pregnant, lu.
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Post by lucille on Dec 6, 2009 6:02:47 GMT -5
oh, lucille aimee monroe [/color][/font][/i] IS CONNECTED WITH KADEN! AND THAT SOUNDS DIRTY.[/center] "-long pause- you what? -another shorter pause- this is what you couldn't tell me?
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Post by julian on Dec 6, 2009 6:04:01 GMT -5
i don't know... -sighs- i guess, that's the part i would have been fine telling you.
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Post by lucille on Dec 6, 2009 6:05:41 GMT -5
oh, lucille aimee monroe [/color][/font][/i] IS CONNECTED WITH KADEN! AND THAT SOUNDS DIRTY.[/center] [/size][/font] |
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Post by julian on Dec 6, 2009 6:16:07 GMT -5
she uh, she... got an abortion. and, i could'a stopped her, but i didn't. i just let her kill it. -pause-
i hated her so much for it. i think she knew it, that's why she left. -shrugs- i just kinda let her take the blame. then things got hard, because i didn't know that i'd miss her as much as i did, that's when i started drinking, you remember?
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Post by lucille on Dec 6, 2009 6:21:55 GMT -5
oh, lucille aimee monroe [/color][/font][/i] IS CONNECTED WITH KADEN! AND THAT SOUNDS DIRTY.[/center] "-short silence- um... wow. may i ask why you didn't try to stop her?
of course i remember. i was ready to beat your head in because of it, remember that? -tense laugh- did she talk to you about the decision?
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Post by julian on Dec 6, 2009 6:27:52 GMT -5
i don't know. it just happened so fast, ya know? I didn't really get much of a chance. She just laid it on me, and left.
i remember. -silence- don't hang up on me okay?
i went out a couple weeks after, and met up with my old dealer. i was really out of it, i'd had so much to drink. i brought it home with me, and i was sitting there on the couch and i wanted it so badly...
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Post by lucille on Dec 6, 2009 6:31:58 GMT -5
oh, lucille aimee monroe [/color][/font][/i] IS CONNECTED WITH KADEN! AND THAT SOUNDS DIRTY.[/center] "then how is it your fault, buggy? -pause- it was a big thing and she probably knew about it for a while, so she'd had time to think about it and accept it. you just found out. you were in a shock. it's not your fault.
okay? -listens then pauses for a long time- kaden, tell me you didn't? please tell me you didn't?
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Post by julian on Dec 6, 2009 6:40:37 GMT -5
she did, she was a month along.
no. god, no, i didn't. i couldn't do it. i flushed it down the toilet. i just kept thinking about what would happen if i did, and it wasn't worth it. didn't even come close.
i just... i don't know what to do now. she just shows up and at first i just wanted to make sure she was alright, but she kept telling me that she needed me, and... -rubs eyes- i can't think.
then i was stupid, and the other night things went a little too far. -nervous laugh- i know you don't want to hear any of this. i knew if i told you what happened, you'd always have a doubt about me. not that you don't have enough reason for that as it is.
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